No need in using symbolism, I’m just going to say it.
My baby starts school in about five hours. I can’t sleep. I wish I could have put him to bed tonight… seen the excitement on his face… the anticipation.
I’m missing out on these things because I’m broke and don’t have a day job. I work nights.
I don’t have a day job and work nights because I fucked up.
I don’t know how to fix these things.
Tears won’t come, but I hurt.
Goodnight. I need to try to sleep. I can’t wait to see his face in the morning.
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
And you know it makes me sick to be on that list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
You say you’re gonna burn before you mellow
I will be the one to burn you
Why’d you have to go and pick me?
When you knew that we were different, completely
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
Your wildness scares me
So does your freedom
You say you can’t stand the restrictions
I find myself trying to change you
If you were meant to be my lover I wouldn’t have to
And I feel so mean, I feel in between
‘Cause I’m about to give you away
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend (for someone else to take)
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend (am I making a mistake?)
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them (all the time that we wasted)
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girl, friend
I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
I’m about to give you away for someone else to take
I’m about to give you away for someone else to take
We keep repeating mistakes for souvenirs
And we’ve been in between the days for years
And I know that when I see you I’m going to die
I know I’m going to want you and you know why
It’s going to kill me to see you with the next girl
‘Cause I’m the most gorgeously jealous kind of ex-girl
But I should have thought of that before we kissed…
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
Big Irish Juggalo break this shit down. Much fam love for BT homie. Thanks for saying shit that has to be said. People that have to create drama are the worst kind of haters.mcl
I didn’t expect the bitter taste in my mouth when I took the first sip. this part of the cortex hasn’t been accessed in a while , waiting for judgment day already incarcerated, maybe you have noticed by my lack of in person occurrences. the binary not an easy flow from the fingertips always. waves crashing terror in the seat of the roller coaster making me wet with phobia. No man, but this and dogs , much like them that I am. the unique autograph of chaos from this wing is scary even to myself. the birds connecting with the book running from the first space that was yours. I have little else in my life, soon to be a lot less. I must be mindful of my surroundings every second I can. So use to this part of myself its unreal, the smell of urine and body odor is in my blood from past till present. two thirds there and the bitterness has deleted the lines so that people cannot see them. a sigh of relief when the breaks deploy and the the true tasks at hand need to be attended to. a flick of the wrist and big gulp.
